I love watching Korean dramas. At first I watched because of the jitters it gives me and that hope and happy feeling of being in love. However, now that I choose what I watch, I was amazed that bountiful kdramas actually have depth in them…such depth that it makes me think and put them on […]
You don’t belong to me (first and foremost)
Hi my love, If ever you find yourself lonely today, or pondering why you haven’t found me yet, worry not. Worry not because even without my physical presence, you already belong to a certain someone. You are someone’s. This certain someone isn’t me. I know it’s hard to sit and be gathered around friends who […]
I am trying…everyday.
Hello my love, I did some thinking today and what I wanted to say was that I am trying. I am trying to step back and let Jesus take that steering wheel away from me eventhough I wanted to take the shortest cut to get to you. I am trying to get real with our […]
Te amo. Period.
Te amo, my Amy, my heart, my Amy… || Amy – Jung Joon Young || My love: Last night up to this afternoon I was listening to this song that makes my heart so, so sad. The song perfectly narrates regrets, hurt, a love taken for granted, a lost love. I don’t know about you […]
It will happen
But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience. – Romans 8:25 My love, How I wish I could come to heaven now so I could experience how it is to never lack anything, and shed no tears anymore, but you also are one thing I wanna wait […]
We can’t miss each other
My love, I am in faith that as you seek God with all your heart, you will find me along the way. You will not miss me, love. You cannot miss me when you let our Father lay before you the bricks to step on. You cannot miss me if you stand firm to what […]
Dear future husband
Future husband, Please be patient when I struggle to open up, especially when you ask the hard questions. It has been quite some time that I let myself be vulnerable, and everytime I tried, those I thought might be you disappear right away. I fear that my past mistakes would hurt you. I fear that […]
When you arrive
My love, I said I didn’t want flowers…but I think I would want them now. I said to myself, anything too sweet would make it superficial…but I think I would want the sweet stuff now. Because flowers are nice. Because effort is nice. But on top of all, I do like the fact that you […]
Our Father knows best
My love, I had a little chitchat with someone about you last night. Someone who was found by her love. She prayed. He prayed. They crossed paths and hearts. It was indeed a difficult, unsure, faith-filled process. How did they end up finding each other and be so sure about it? One thing I learned, […]
There is freedom in letting go
My love, Another story for you. I never experienced putting up a christmas tree at home…but that doesn’t mean that the Christmases I had were less joyful than others’. I even stopped looking into others’ lives as a point of comparison of how “the good life” looks like. I am not the world’s anyway. (Philippians […]